FACE YOURSELF~ KNOW THYSELF

What do you do when you find out God is true? I am talking undeniably true. When things become beyond coincidental, and directly involve your entire life is when it’s a good clue that God is revealing true to you. It also calls for caution because so many have a set ideal of all that this is supposed to mean. Some people don’t know what to do with it, and that’s when you hear of some little kid getting beat by his dad to get the ‘demons’ out because God is coming. It’s insanity. On the next example is a little kid who’s name parallels biblical, and ends up missing.. Worse.. Dead. During a Holy War, this SUCKS! Why can’t we go with the twin or triplet theory. It worked for Native Americans! What happened to Brother to Brother.. So what that they don’t get along.. Not many brothers do! Then there’s the aspect that I’m supposed to be perfect! God doesn’t like perfect people only otherwise there wouldn’t be a need for Him to heed the call. Maybe I did that.. Some people have a direct kind of line. I dunno. Either that or Gutenberg has Nostradamus by a mile! The point is that none are right, and none are wrong. The key is to be true to yourself, and understand all that you claim to be as a person in life. That’s when the relationship gets good and interesting. You can believe in aliens.. It wouldn’t change the God being true thing. Is He some big wise dude in the sky? Hell no! He’s that space in between and the point itself. He’s never been thought up before, or has a million times like a redundant old record. He’s all we forget, and all we never wish to remember. He’s there when we’re not. He’s the core of Jupiter to the orgasm that I call Andromeda. He believes in Dragons and fairies, and made Barbie dolls possible. He’s the imagination that brings it, shares it, and wonders about it. He’s in no language translating this, and every language that never heard of such things.. Like words. A terrorist, drug addict, wife beater, accountant, or whatever anyone becomes when they grow up isn’t the point. The point is what we learn, and why we are being taught all of it in the first place. Why are murderer’s necessary? To defend life, and to bring into memorial by laws made how we really feel about loss of life. Why are we fascinated by public executions? Because we are curious creatures that need to understand ourselves as great beings capable of life and death as a choice beyond survival. Life beyond survival… and death (hence afterlife questions and inquiries) will it go on as usual where nothing changes, and therefore public executions are a way of life. Where in the world does that make any fucking sense?
It’s like being afraid of success. Who the hell is afraid of succeeding?!
I’ll tell you.

usamists
God. If you think God doesn’t know fear.. Well thanks to us.. Yup. In this analogy anyway where we are all of the body of God as the whole of all and nothing yet. Did you ever think if we fail.. He does? Or perhaps it is HOW we fail or succeed. Ie: ‘you don’t know what it means to win.’ -Fleetwood  Mac
Confidence is one thing I don’t think God has. It’s a given. Fear, however, shows up in earthquakes, weather changes, and so on where human interactions occur within natural occurrences. Regardless of witnessing them as a whole of humanity.. These things do get noticed. Those who notice and declare it publicly… executed, ridiculed, etc. Because people are scared. God is scared that we aren’t scared enough… like He wants to go without witness of His Grandness! Right. That is our role. We get to experience this beauty for and of God. Too much for any one person to do so we are overpopulated to see it all. He’s gotta see it all. I guess He got excited, or he needed power in numbers as witnesses for all this going on now. Am I the only one? Wow!

Of all the people on this planet.. Why is everybody always picking on me? Maybe their not. Maybe it’s that I’m gonna tell it like it is. Maybe it’s because we can’t see one when there’s a million one’s. Now it seems like everyone has become God killers and non patriotic assholes. Hmm interesting.

I have to live with these lives and their deaths for the rest of my life because this has gone so ridiculous in how far. Little Egypt and 666/4 15 70 80 15 Hello America how are ya? I didn’t do it!

 

 

ONE CALL BACK

Every one of my emails has met with a daemon.. whatever the hell that is. I dumb down smartphones. One call back from a lawyer.. who didn’t sound at all like the lady on the message. This one didn’t even know where the library is. I was told that they (the Nevada Bar) do NOT take cases like mine… to get my rights as a wife and a widow. This is not what the original email response stated. I’ve tried getting, yet, another email address, and it disappeared right before my eyes. Rerouted by communication and hacked in all directions.. then when I make a physical move to conquer this shit.. someone or many ends up hurt, put in jail, or any number of things.. My music is handstacked and it wasn’t even put there by me, yet.. it is someones i fucking tinerary, and another’s way to communicate. Another catch 22. I’m stuck and fucked.. period. All I have left is the USMC. and my golden bluetoothed dna to back my legacy..NOT THEIR VERSION OF IT. Isolated because I’m right.

 

Trucking on an Ash hill

Dori died of failure of her transplanted kidneys, and mixed medications… from what I hear. She lived next door to us in Illinois. Dave helped remodel my stepson’s room after we moved in to begin our life as a family…Dave suddenly died one day several years ago. corey Taylor had his own business, and from what I’ve been told by his fellow workers, friends, and family is that he was doing pretty good for himself and seemed okay. He shot himself in the head one afternoon. He had just paid off his child support, and all that can be siad is how he was on anti depressants. My sister died of apparent heart failure while she was sleeping. She was seeing a doctor and had made steps to improve her life. She was a mother of three sons. Glen Keeling and Mark Babcock both passed away around the same moment in the history of this story’s beginnings. One in his sleep and another on Thanksgiving. Chris, from what I hear, hung himself during a full blood moon on October 8th, 2014. I have yet to hear from his family officially. The kid who shot all of those people in an Aurora theater had a driver at the wheel of his being. This may well parallel Paris, Portland, Columbine, and so many others. Have ever been stuck in rush hour traffick with a colicky baby, a terrible two year old, a puberty stricken teenage rocker – hip hopper? Ever wanted to throw one of the out of the window, drop ’em off, and just go? Of coarse you have! Who hasn’t thought of this type of thing? But we don’t. Most of us anyway. Now, imagine fifty screaming lords in your head. In stereo. You can’t drive away from these. This is mental terrorism. It is accessed by apps and programming like bio digital human, right brain hemispherre, etc. But.. add a tracer like methadrone which is a fertalizer in some medicinal marijuana growing facilities, soy bean, and other crops: a.k.a Bath Salts. Add an altered anhydras formula and we have a way to drop off a lot of people, but first you have to add a bad racist joke and a food stamp card into your mind. this requires medical records (CAT scans, PET, MRIs )and/or an XBox kinnects, wii scensor, LED (augmented) flourescent lighting, design, and this, that, etc. which equals $$ for someone(s)-some company somewhere… they hide under the other records you have like drug offences, child neglect, support, and they hide behind intelligence. This is why the C.I.A. is still looking.

 

I DO NOT, WILL NOT, AND UNDER NO CIRCUMSTANCES CLAIM TO UNDERSTAND OR KNOW EXACTLY HOW THIS WORKS. I ONLY HAVE A GENERAL IDEA DUE TO BEING A VICTIM OF ITS USE. HOWEVER, AS A VICTIM, I HAVE TO REALIZE THAT MY ENEMIES ARE MY GREATEST TEACHERS TO MAKE THE MOST OF THE SITUATION. OBSERVANT IS ALL THAT I CLAIM IN ANY OF THE ABOVE INGREDIENTS INVOLVE IN THE CREATION OF A BIODIGITAL HUMAN PET. I ENCOURAGE THOSE WHO HAVE A NOTION AS TO WHAT’S BEING SAID HERE TO REMEMBER AND KNOW WHO IS IN THE DRIVER’S SEAT. LEARN THE LAWS AND UNDER NO CIRCUMSTANCES STAND DOWN FOR YOUR RIGHTS. NEVER SHUT UP.

 

Lana K. Lilla Christian

THE DEAD

Betty and Corey

1304005742chrisandpapaglen (2)SCOTTBob HokebubbabooPat HokePats ObitMcCracken-Dean Funeral Home Obituary for Harry L                                               keith

Dori Beck

Helen Hoke

Cathy Riddle

Sam McCracken

Cliff Christian  Harry Presnell

Muhammad Alienigma7

Michael Jackson

Heath Ledger

Farrah Fawcett

Brittany Murphy

Vincent Tranquilli

Victor of Cascade Locks, Oregon

Steve (Santa Clara,California)

Apache

http://koin.com/2016/09/29/ca-police-arrest-man-in-apache-hightower-murder/waronterror

Pat Morita

Noah Israel Chamberlain

Michael Brown

Jessica Christine Ridgeway

Victoria Martens

https://www.google.com/search?q=new+mexico+10+year+old+dies&num=50&rlz=1C1RLNS_enUS714US714&source=lnms&tbm=isch&sa=X&ved=0ahUKEwiQiq6m3e_PAhVJWCYKHT98DycQ_AUICSgC&biw=1014&bih=435#imgrc=ZLWTKl6Y2X5xeM%3Aimage-11

Nicholas A Horton (Albany, NY)

https://www.google.com/url?sa=t&rct=j&q=&esrc=s&source=web&cd=19&cad=rja&uact=8&ved=0ahUKEwiv0oDM3e_PAhUJ5iYKHREoCF8QFgh9MBI&url=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.nbcnews.com%2Fnews%2Fus-news%2Fdeaths-2-teens-arizona-high-school-was-murder-suicide-police-n517551&usg=AFQjCNEdNnQT8EJUtkH1_htBf7vkJLtG6w&sig2=zK3oCZq7cGYcnz6smHlYbQ

Marissa Gonzalez Las Vegas, NV

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Robin Williams

Mark Babcock

Victims of Sheridan, Colorado (photo targeted from a flickr account information avail. upon request)

Aurora Theater Incident (all persons involved)

Paul Walker

0718151222-00Robert Lynn Lilla

 

the cursive 8 ~

 

Austin Martin vs. Mercedes Benz

The Gauntlet  vs. Your Worst Enemy

Hand Stacking vs. Texas Hold  ‘Em

Vinyl vs. Reel 2 Reel

What is the one common difference that they all share?

 

These are all  variables that try wisdom. Now try your own.

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behind the terrorism is:

New Wave Communications 137 s.Katy Riancker Way Saint AnnQuicks AR

S O L V   O R S A N C T U A R Y

This is just a sample that I caught of their work. I have mountains of the like.. of baby killing and fucking oops of the thought bubble that wished was the twinkle in their daddy’s pants, but was nothing but a silenced prayer of the way to be what you will never be to me… respected.

marysystemnote

INSULTUSTRY~WISE

INSTRUCTIONS: Use a phone book, magazine, or other creative resource of words and adjectives to creatively insult. Pick 2-4 words that creative a unique insult. Here are some examples.

 

YOU/YOU’RE

‘an electorial spam trump bot!’

‘micro processed engagement zarconian’

‘weathered coax big gulp’

‘cigarette stained g stringcheese base coat’

‘symbolic hour’s up exchange circuit’

‘pawnshop’

‘certifiable irrigation service’

‘free estimate’

‘military discount’